Not really very coherent today. At the day job when I’d rather be somewhere else (although, don’t get me wrong – happy to have a decently-paying job). Still exhausted.
Last night got hit with some fresh waves of fear for what’s coming. He boosted it along; He was very… fierce, I guess is the best word. (Words are failing me today.) I practically wrapped myself around Kit, trying to keep warm and not start wailing. I never did wail, but I did leak a few tears, and He menaced me a while to get me there (my brain kept trying to detach).
The rest of the night He was very gentle. Kit stayed close as long as he could, and between T/them I calmed down, but I did not sleep well.
A nap would do me wonders right now. *thud*