*blink* Is it me, or has time gone to fast-forward? I can’t tell right now.
Haven’t got much in my head right now – not sure what else to say about the fears (which are still very much there), and not sure if there’s much else I can say about why I’m doing this (how does one quantify it?).
I did repair His heart though. It’s not perfect; there’s a cloud under the glass where the glue is, and there are rough edges and even a small gap. But that’s what happens when you’re careless with the heart of One you love. And it is definitely a relief to have His heart back in my pocket. I feel Him more easily with the physical reminder.